You've had, I guess, a year now to the day to reflect day to reflect since he's passed since he's passed and we've talked about some things in and we've talked about some things in the past and his dedication to the the past and his dedication to the sport, [crying] you say. sport, [crying] you say. >> Have you? >> Have you? >> Yes. >> Yes. >> Have you found closure with his >> Have you found closure with his dedication to the sport? dedication to the sport? I was able to do that through having his I was able to do that through having his celebration of life at Dirty Fest. celebration of life at Dirty Fest. >> Okay. And just listening to some of what >> Okay. And just listening to some of what the people said about my brother and I the people said about my brother and I learned so much about