Oh, but ah, you love it too, huh? [screaming] [screaming] >> Yeah. Oh, but I kind of get it cuz I was on Harry's side a little, you know, at the Harry's side a little, you know, at the the age of 39, I got diagnosed bipolar the age of 39, I got diagnosed bipolar one and my world got turned upside down one and my world got turned upside down and I'm seven years past that, barely and I'm seven years past that, barely getting past that. It's not easy and my getting past that. It's not easy and my heart is out to anybody afflicted like heart is out to anybody afflicted like this. this. >> Well, the problem with that kind of an >> Well, the problem with that kind of an affliction is unless you are diagnosed, affliction is unless you are diagnosed, you don't know what the problem is. you don't know what the problem is. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. >> You automatically think something is >> You automatically think something is horribly wrong with you and a lot of horribly wrong with you and a lot of people will turn to people will turn to drug or some outside source that's going drug or some outside source that's going to make you feel better and make you to make you feel better and make you forget. forget. >> Yeah. And it's an illness that brings on >> Yeah. And it's an illness that brings on addictions. addictions. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. >> That brings on other bad behavior. >> That brings on other bad behavior. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. >> And I don't think that the general >> And I don't think that the general population in the BMX world who knew population in the BMX world who knew Harry ever thought past that. I think Harry ever thought past that. I think they looked at Harry as a star, a BMX they looked at Harry as a star, a BMX legend, and he had a certain protocol he legend, and he had a certain protocol he was supposed to follow. And whenever he was supposed to follow. And whenever he fell off of what people felt that he fell off of what people felt that he should be, should be, >> it didn't look good. But they never >> it didn't look good. But they never delved into, well, what if he has this delved into, well, what if he has this problem? Maybe there's something wrong. problem? Maybe there's something wrong. Maybe there is more to Harry Liry than Maybe there is more to Harry Liry than what everybody thinks there is. what everybody thinks there is. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. >> And there was. >> And there was. >> Yeah. There absolutely was. And I >> Yeah. There absolutely was. And I believe that.